Lolx! One more successful confession that pulling myself closer into getting truth love! Hohoho! 
( simply saying- my confession fail :”( ) – actually I didn’t confess at all lAh- he know abt it. :3 :p so to a certain extend, there r similar.
I didn’t plan to confess. Cause I knew thing wouldnt work out. :3 so I rather just don’t said anything la… but then ytd I was trying to talk to him, and do some clearance of misunderstanding if there is… but after I hv consult 2 friends- Zhen en n … I realized that sometime some thing don’t hv to be explain… Cause no matter what … The explanation won’t affect anything, itaybe meaningless. So life is move on from there…
Zhen en said:” I don’t feel like u r sad at all”
Hm that sth weird… I m wondering is it because ending hv alr been known/predicated that y, I didn’t feel much impact? or perhaps, I don’t love him as much as I thought or I m just basically strong emotionally?
Actually hw I wish I can cry it all out… But I found no reason to cry. It will only seen stupid? Lolx- yup, perhaps I hv let logical reasoning over take my emotional.
Or perhaps… Unconsciously, 我不相让自己再因为爱而哭泣，因为因爱而掉的眼泪实在是太痛了。
Anyway, My tear form but it didn’t drop. hohoho!
I think I m just trying to act strong… Trying too hard…
Anyway!!!! 
Hehehe!!!! Zhi Heng will be working in nuh! I m super happy! is nice to hv friends wking around the same area!
Nxt Monday is our( Zhen en, Zhi Heng n mine!) dinner tgt! Oyay! I m looking forward to it! lalala!
Ps: 在我还没掉眼泪前让我越开心越好！
