静静的圣诞节， 闻着静静的风， 想起了2008 年的圣诞。 那大概是我最美丽的圣诞节吧？
和大家一起的圣诞， 没有烦恼的圣诞， 那时没有爱情的伤痕， 有着妈妈的爱。好开心哦。
神呀。。。 如果可以回到那一天就好。 =）
其实， 没有回到那一天也无所谓， 两年后的我长大了， ２１岁的圣诞， 很开心的又回到这样的感觉。 ＝） 有着这么的平静就够了。 ＝） 现在的我好舒服， 好开心。 =）
i m wondering what i hv done to deserve this gift from my friend, Ivee Ng. =) this is the most precious gift of all. unmeasureable, unreplaceable. IVeE, thx you!
Walking like a corpse…
Smiling like a robot…
Talk? Lolx- I don’t even feel like talking…
…
Cn give me a name? … So I know how to act it out?
M I Xing Lin or not…
I can’t recognize her…
I dare not to look into the mirror Bcoz I cnt face myself.
Wat make me into this… Wat make me do that? Is me myself!
I can’t recognize myself become this, …
Looking into my mind …
I found that my mind is driven by emotions.
Lolx! One more successful confession that pulling myself closer into getting truth love! Hohoho! 
( simply saying- my confession fail :”( ) – actually I didn’t confess at all lAh- he know abt it. :3 :p so to a certain extend, there r similar.
I didn’t plan to confess. Cause I knew thing wouldnt work out. :3 so I rather just don’t said anything la… but then ytd I was trying to talk to him, and do some clearance of misunderstanding if there is… but after I hv consult 2 friends- Zhen en n … I realized that sometime some thing don’t hv to be explain… Cause no matter what … The explanation won’t affect anything, itaybe meaningless. So life is move on from there…
Zhen en said:” I don’t feel like u r sad at all”
Hm that sth weird… I m wondering is it because ending hv alr been known/predicated that y, I didn’t feel much impact? or perhaps, I don’t love him as much as I thought or I m just basically strong emotionally?
Actually hw I wish I can cry it all out… But I found no reason to cry. It will only seen stupid? Lolx- yup, perhaps I hv let logical reasoning over take my emotional.
Or perhaps… Unconsciously, 我不相让自己再因为爱而哭泣，因为因爱而掉的眼泪实在是太痛了。
Anyway, My tear form but it didn’t drop. hohoho!
I think I m just trying to act strong… Trying too hard…
Anyway!!!! 
Hehehe!!!! Zhi Heng will be working in nuh! I m super happy! is nice to hv friends wking around the same area!
Nxt Monday is our( Zhen en, Zhi Heng n mine!) dinner tgt! Oyay! I m looking forward to it! lalala!
Ps: 在我还没掉眼泪前让我越开心越好！
你喜欢我的声音， 我听到了。 =）
我不是笨蛋。 。。
谢谢。。。成经我也喜欢过你 可是。。。 现在我有难以忘舍的“他”。
三到五年是我给我自己的期限， 如果那时候你还喜欢着我， 而他还一样的话。 我们就像今天所说的， 一起飞吧。 =）
对不起，因为我想在放手之前， 紧紧地捉住不放。 如果真的喜欢一定可以找到，三到五年间， 我们为我们的人生加油吧。=) Sorry but … Thank you. For now…
对你的感觉无法形容， 看着《星空》 想起了很多和你的事情。 你有吗？ “爱情不会来的， 因为他没有点头吗爱情就一定不会来” 我说的“他”， 我知道你知道是你。
。。。 你知道吗。。。 不知你不敢面对着感觉， 我也是。。。 所以我情愿和你一样装傻。 那样对你就能简单了。
喜欢一个人， 简单一点吗就好就开心了。即使只是在你身边多很开心。
现在的我不管你这么想。。。
我只是想静静的爱你而已。 就这样而已。 =）
